I'm new to the forum, but I just needed people who would understand. We lost our sweet boy, Moe on Sunday morning. We've had him for over 25 years, over half my life he's been with us. He would have turned 26 in October. I'm struggling very badly with his death and I've been just crying non-stop. We tried everything we could when we realized he was sick and I still think maybe we could have done more. I wasn't ready for him to go.