Hey, Moe's Mama! You aren't alone in your grief. We are all here. I know it's really intense when you have only one, and 26 years is a long, long time. You and Moe shared a ton of love. I think it's pretty usual to feel you could have done more. Over my 82-year life, I've had many pets--dogs, cats, a skunk, and birds. Without fail I sometimes look back at times I would have done some things differently, better I tell myself. But I think my little pets would not have blamed me for anything. So, I try hard to remember all the happy times and how much we loved one another. Just like with the people we've loved and lost. Now that I've written this, I realize it sounds pretty trite. I hope you know it comes from a heart that understands how it hurts, and I really hope it helps you to get through this worst of all time. In the morning when they wake up, I will tell my two little girl birds about Moe.